between years

only a few more days left until the big month ... november.
i vacillate between excitement (because i truly love my birthday) and amazement that it's really the big one.
the middle of the proverbial road
just seemed like 40 was so far away but now it's on the doorstep

30 wasn't so bad, in retrospect

and i'm actually kind of looking forward to this next phase. really.
i mean, why not?
my oldest told me that "lots" of people are still making great music in their 40's so there is plenty of hope for me

awesome

and sarah?
i wrote this on my new mac :)